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Monday, May 10, 2004
ha me and shaina are the same
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to
takes things at
the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but
doesn't
pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends
importantly. Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.
Opinionated. Does not care of
what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong
clairvoyance. Loves to
travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily
jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and
fair.
Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses
confidence. Loves children.
Posted at 04:19 pm by aliensexist
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Wednesday, April 28, 2004
::mood::none
::music::even angels fall:jessica riddle
well monday was amazing letter kills and story of the year and adair and umm motion city soundtrack..well it was a great show im terribly sore today!! the day after the day after the concert...but i crowd surfed moshed and sang along in their faces soo i did everything...and i met paul remund!!!!!!!!!! my fucking inspiration to play the drums hes great but yea im not gunna go too into it because you just would have to be there to understand.....tuesday hung out with rich and he kicked my ass at ddr considering it took me like 10 tries to even get the hang of it but by 9 pm i was good pretty good...but yea then today drivers ed an carries and i scheduled my road test mutha fuckas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! june 7th and it all begins jen will drive and have a car and hello bronco here we come i cant fucking wait!!
turn the radio up and we'll sing a song to bring it back...letter kills baby
Posted at 05:23 pm by aliensexist
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Thursday, April 22, 2004
::mood::soo happy
::music::nine days-if i am
well today school....i wanted to kill my self jesus i wanted to leave mrs lynam bitching at me god!! then i decided to text shaina<3 fifth pd and ask her to chill since nicole was going out with bruce and we wouldve chilled with shaina anyway soo she said yea and my day got better x ten then english i hate my fucking "tribe" in our retarted survivor game jess got voted off what loosers on my team..then lunch then health slept through that then ss which was better then usual watched saving private ryan....then off to shainas...her mom picked us up and her sister likes to stare at me haha til i started talking to her....then her mom was making funna me because i dont like tomatoes there soo gross...anyway then we talked for umm hours can i say then got hungry haha went down stairs played with playdoe made chicken ate it like a half hour later....then talked some more....haha my dad creeped down the street like i said ...now im home headache...bed soon
i wanna be with you forever if tomorrows not to late.....
Posted at 06:46 pm by aliensexist
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Monday, April 19, 2004
Give me a nickname, and explain why you picked it.
How long have you known me?
When and how did we first meet?
What was your first impression of me?
Do you still think that way about me now?
What do you think my weakness is?
What do you think my strength is?
What makes me happy?
What makes me sad?
What reminds you of me?
If you could give me anything, what would it be?
How well do you (think you) know me?
Have you ever wanted to tell me something, but couldn't?
If so, what is it?
Describe me in one word.
Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
If you could hook me up with one person,who would it be, and why?
Who do you think I was in a past life?
Where do you see me in one year? 5 years? 10 years?
What's the funniest/silliest/most embarassing thing you remember me saying/doing?
Are you going to put this on your GJ and see what I say about you?
Posted at 03:41 pm by aliensexist
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Friday, April 16, 2004
::tood::a little drowsy
::music::starting line-im real
well ok amazing wednesday midtown concert can you say fucking amazing i can...ok last week was the first band that came out they are soo soo good i love them now long island band what what!! and come on guitarist?? hott?? i seriously have a thing for guitarists...definatly steve klein hello king of the hott guitarists...but anyway i chilled with the lead singer for a bit after the show he was singing alot even after the show....then decendre came on hello drummer ...great drummer i dunno but i focus on the drummers now because i wanna play soo badly but the guitarist hello eye popper right there these damn boys but they are good total opposite of last week though more screaming them armor for sleep ahh ahhh ahhh is all i have to say...i swear at the downtown your radar goes on and its beeping off the hook everyone is soo hott...that doesnt mean they have substance but their still hott when you just wanna look at a pretty picture to make you smile itd be good to go there...who knows b/f material?? anyway armor for sleep great band great great band and after the show hello lead singers head on jens shoulder jess goes she doesnt mind i go i dont mind he goes oh i dont mind either!!!!!!!!!!! wooa yea laying on my shoulder and hugging me how great i love it...and soo hot i wanna get my hair cut like him..mayyybe ....midtown ha ha whole fuck and a half undescribable!!! i cant even talk about it my heart is racing just thinking about them...oh yea then the pay phone didnt work and my dad turned off my cell to my new one soo we were running around finding pay phone ha haha
thursday- school went out with mommy lots of driving and lots of shopping hahaha hott guy in the bookstore eyecandy!!! hahaha yea not too exciting...
friday school sucked !!! bigg fat ass....then i got pizza with carrie and zac and daddy picked us up went home got the BOAT CAN YOU SAY BOAT BOAT !!! wooot woooot went out on the boat with daddy went to the gull there redoing the place...then billys....hes making a floating dock haha or a sinking dock...like my dad would say...and i was dancin on it and laying and having fun while they worked on it around me!! haha then we went home like when i was little sitting on the seat backwards and watching the wake on the way home ahhh i love the old times and having memories with my daddy its cool.....then i went home and sat around had cold chicken with my dad and then chilled with rich .....haha hes the only person that will watch robin hood prince of theives with me haha...but yea sooo we watched that and then next time were gunna play ddr oh no cheating on melissa with the ddr haha but that brings me to here where my tummy hurts and im thirsty and im tired soo im gunna go kids....just updating.....
NFG catalyst --31 days woot woot
Posted at 08:43 pm by aliensexist
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Monday, April 12, 2004
ok this is the first one shaina
I WANT: a boyfriend who loves me the way i love them
I HAVE: issues
I WISH: it were two months from now
I HATE: green beans
I MISS: when i was happy
I FEAR: never being able to live my dreams
I HEAR: Music
I SEARCH: for myself
I WONDER: if ill ever be skinny
I LOVE: sharks
I ACHE: in the heart
I ALWAYS: sleep
I AM NOT: a dumb blonde
I DANCE: horribly
I SING: even though i shouldnt
I CRY: most days of the week
I WRITE: ofter
I WIN: never
I LOSE: when i dont think
I CONFUSE: frank
I NEED: help
I SHOULD: think positive
My parents think I am: always upset, ambishous
Makes you happy: the water, being on the boat, getting along with my dad
Upsets you: the past, being alone
Yes or no...
You keep a diary: yes
You like to cook: yesl
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: umm alarm clock yes
You believe in love: Yes
Who is...
The weirdest person you know: kelly muller
The loudest person you know: me n jess
The sexiest person you know: steven klein
The person that knows the most about you: carrie
Worst teacher: mr como
Favorite teacher: mrs.winter, mrs. silver
What is...
Your most overused phrase on IM: indeed (lately)
The last image/thought you go to sleep with: tommorrow will be better
Your best feature: my calves
Do You...
take a shower everyday: yes
have a (any) crush (es): yes
think you know you've been in love: yes
want to get married: yes
get motion sickness: never
think you're a health freak: ha no
get along with your parents: depends
like thunderstorms: there cool
SIGN: libra
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: blonde
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: blonde
EYE COLOR: green/blue
BIRTHPLACE: west islip
Family...
PARENTS: 6
SIBLINGS: 6
LIVE WITH: stepmom dad brother sister
FAVORITE RELATIVE: my brother and little sister
Favorites...
NUMBER: 2
COLOR: green
DAY: tuesday and friday
MONTH: october
SONG: everything i do-bryan adams
FOOD: lobster
SEASON: summer
SPORT: jet skiing if that counts
DRINK: 20oz coke
In the last 24 hours have you...
CRIED: yes
HELPED SOMEONE: yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING: no surpisingly
GOTTEN SICK: no
GONE TO THE MOVIES: nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER: to nanas
SAID "I LOVE YOU": mm hmm
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: not yet im supposed to
TALKED TO AN EX: yes
MISSED AN EX: yes
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL: no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK: yes
MISSED SOMEONE: yes
HUGGED SOMEONE: family
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS: yes daddy was trying to pick a fight
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND: no
Name 5+ bands you listen to: Blink 182, NFG, distillers, wakefield, letter kills, soty, tbs,
Name 5 things you hate: liars, people who dont use their blinkers, dust, fingerprints on the computer screen, when it drizzles
Would You Ever...
Eat a bug? no
Bungee jump? yes
Hang glide? i suppose
Kill someone? depends
Kiss someone of the same sex? yes
Have sex with someone of the same sex? no
Parachute from a plane? yes
Walk on hot coals? no
Go out with someone for their looks? no
For their reputation? no
Be a vegetarian? i love meat
Wear plaid with stripes? i guess
IM a stranger: yes
Sing karaoke? ha i guess
Get drunk off your ass? yes
Shoplift? yes
Run a red light? yes
Star in a porn video? if i looked like a porn star
Dye your hair blue? im doin that
Wear makeup in public? umm yes
NOT wear makeup in public? yes
Cheat on a test? yes
Make someone cry? i wish i had the power sometimes
Call your math teacher a motherfucker? i think i should mr como wouldnt know what to do
Kick a baby? never
Date someone more than ten years older than you? if im in love thats all that matters
Cuss out a priest? ha thatd be funny
Take a job as a janitor? i dont think soo
Drink straight espresso? never
Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? nicoles sister likes to make them sling shots
Posted at 07:19 pm by aliensexist
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Saturday, April 10, 2004
::mood::changed
::music::maps
well i seriously feel like im a slave to target im working 40 hours this week i was supposed to work 44 but umm thats illegal and i got bitched at soo badly...ha...oh well other then working my ass off when its gorgeous out i went to see boys night out but yea i had a really really bad headache...then me and jess ordered dominoes mmmm umm then i went to work thursday and then i snuck out and chilled with a friend :) then actually got back in the house yay for me!! i didnt get caught ..im a natural haha then friday i went to work and the bank..my pay check wasnt that sweet but in the next 2 weeks it will be cause ill have like 65 hours in there yesssss.....and now here i sit...i won my bunnny last night ::smile:: its green and fluffy and i love it ! ha im such a little kid anyway gtg take a shower ...why? cause i have work...later kids
i'm not a perfect person i never meant to do those things to you & so i hate to say before i go that i just want you to know i've found a reason for me to change who i used to be a reason to start over new & the reason is you....the reason
Posted at 09:45 am by aliensexist
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Monday, April 05, 2004
::mood::happy as a clam
::music::micheal jackson-heal the world
well well well yesturday i wanted to die because i hate work when my feet kill....and my little rina was very upset soo i was upset but then the day became good..i got a message from my baby and he made me happy because he said he was gunna pick me up but then i didnt belive him and i also had to clean my room man did i get bitch at about that ......but after i made my room look pretty my babe came and he did get me ::smile:: then we went out and about and then i had much fun when we went home...stayed up til about 3:30 in the am and didnt sleep much woke up at 6:23 in the am to be exact..went to meggys and had to bang on the window and see susan go whats up!! haha i woke her up it was definatly funny....then me and meg chilled and i got jr a tongue ring and now here i sit well later kids.....''
Youre hiding something, cause its burning through your eyes I try to get it out, but all I hear from you are lies...nfg
Posted at 10:33 am by aliensexist
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Thursday, April 01, 2004
::mood::prettty good
::music::nfg-all downhill from here
well today sucked in school because school sucks and i always have heaches....exsept that i got an f-cursing 95 on my chemistry test ::yessss:: then i find out my mother isnt picking me up....wtf dont call me yesturday call me while im in school on the day your supposed to pick me up ....yea soo i was really pissed and i kinda snapped at her and carrie and then i went home because eric was kind enough to drive me home..then i sat and started talking to shaina and nicole on the im system and then me and nicole decided this is silly why wait til jen has her bronco to hang out lets just make her dad pick me up.....soo her dad picks me up and we go to nicoles then me and nicole had a very long conversation about basically everything then shaina shows up and we tell her about simple plan breaking up ....come on i knew it was an april fools....but we watched a little video of shaina dancing to britt well that was interesting....and them doing the news....great stuff ya ever need a laugh just ask to watch it...then we were watching the nfg dvd hahhahah thats the best thing created....oh but before that we went to go get some food and nicole gets me excited and says she has coke but she doesnt....grrr...then we go upstairs shaina come on there was no cap on the chocolate milk but she shakes in anyway....explosion it goes every where that was sooo funny i got a picture of that... but it was fun..then we 'forced' shainas dad to drive me home....ha now im here
later kids
Posted at 05:16 pm by aliensexist
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Wednesday, March 31, 2004
stole it from megan who stole it from shaina
Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
- a boyfriend
- my bronco
- a flat stomache
- more tats
Name Four Scents You Love:
- the beach
- florida
- my brother
- adams old bed
Name Four Things You Did Today:
- stared at my awsome notebook
- hung out with carrie kel jr an alex
- called adam
- went to drivers ed
What is your current relationship status? single
What is your sexual orientation? - straight..i believe
What sort of people do you like, as far as what their interests are in life? i like people who are genuine, nice, treat me with respect, like me for who i am and actually listen
What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? skinnyness clothing
What kind of fashion-sense attracts you? it depends, i love skaters top choice, i like the really punked out kids as well but i also like surfer kids
What kind of hair style do you find attractive on a potential mate? shaggy, spiked i duno?
What is the usual age range you look at? someone my age or older, these guys are immature enough i dont think i could handle someone younger
What traits turn you off? when they smell like smoke all the time, when they barely pay attention to you because your in public and id have to agree with meg bad breath/ hygenie
Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? - umm not alot of people find me interesting so usually i just date one person at a time but it goes quick cause im 'annoying'
Are you afraid to ask people out on dates? hell yes...well not a date talking to boys on my own in general is just really hard when i like them
If you're single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship? - yes
What are the positive points about being single? - i dont have to worry about making someone upset with the things i do
What are the negative points about being single? - lonliness is overwhelming, im overall more happy when i have someone to care about, i like having someone really intensely close to me other then carrie
When single, do you often find yourself longing for companionship? all the time
How well do you handle rejection? i get upset but what can you do the person made up their mind
Do you miss your last sweetie? i think about him about everyday and i wish hed just talk to me or yell at me something
Do you think it's better to look for love or let it find you? - umm i never ever find love when i look for it which is actually kinda weird cause more often then not im looking
What's the longest relationship you've ever been in? well actually saying go out with me til i hate you were not going out about 2 months
The shortest? ha derek four days baby woo
Do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together or space things out a tad? -i like spending lots of time with someone that is my boyfriend but ive learned that spacing things out is wayy better for you then you think you need time apart but just talk almost everyday its better for the relationshiop
Have you ever found yourself worrying about commitment? ehh im good at the commitment when its not blurrrrred
When involved with a person, do you try to think about the here and now or do you often think of the future? - i think of here and now when im with the person and when im home i think of all the good times to come
How do you prefer to handle disagreements? - be honest but not rash and mean with what you say.... use your words carefully
How do you feel when your mate is mad at you and won't tell you why? id be upset that they are upset and probably think its about me
Do you have a crush right now? Do they know? - yes indeed and yes indeed
What's the longest period of time you've ever had a crush? - umm 3 years....KENNY ROGERS
Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush? - indeed i think its obvious that kenny knows and now someone else does too
Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? depends on the situation
Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? - umm yea not in a good way either :cough: frank :cough:
How do you feel about long-distance relationships? ummm not now thats why im currently heartbroken i didnt want this to happen i love him and still do but i want to be 16 and have fun not be totally attached while hes off getting drunk
Have you ever pined for someone when you're not around them? - hmmmm if i new what pined meant id tell ya
Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? - probably i love kids
What would you do if you got pregnant while in a relationship? i would definatly have the kid but i dont know what i would do b/c i dont think i could just give up my own baby but my mom would never let me have an abortion and i think thats rong
Would you get involved with someone if they were previously married? - depends on the situation
How big of an issue is religion to your compatibility? - ha religion i have one of my own
How big of an issue to you is your mate's ethnicity? - no haha sean
In a potential mate, how important is intelligence to you? - well you need to be able to hold a conversation and have somewhat of a brain but you dont have to be a dork like me
In a potential mate, how important is a sense of humor to you? - must i need to laugh once in a while and im depressed enough on my own
What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? - ummm alot of things but boys i like in general make me extremely nervous and get me to smile
What was your first kiss like? - umm depends making out i was like what is this animalistic ritual you people do
What part of a person's body do you find most attractive? - skinnyness
What's the first thing you look at when you look at someone you're attracted to? umm they way they dress and present themselves
How important are the looks of a mate's face to you? - umm its kinda important if your hideous beyond belief then yes its important but im not looking to good so no worries
How important are the looks of a mate's body to you? - skinny is really nice i dont like lots and lots of muscles but they are nice sometimes
When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? - umm depends on the situation i get really nervous but i like kissing alot so sometimes you just gotta grab your balls haha
Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren't seriously involved with? - yes i did
What are your ticklish areas? - my pits ha umm depends sometimes my stomach and my legs
What do you most like about making out? - its very intamite when someones a good kisser that is like really really amazing
Are you a virgin? - would you believe me if i said yes??
How old were you when you lost your virginity? - well you must answer the above ?
Have you ever had sex with someone you loved? - umm yes only once
Have you ever turned down an offer for sex? - like a billion times
How much do you think sex changes a relationship? - it definatly does it makes things even more amazing and crazy and loving
On a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being the highest] how would you rate your sexual attractiveness? - umm i dont know with chris a 10 but he has a constant boner around me other people i dont think find me sexually attractive though
On a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being highest] how would you rate your kink factor? - im not kinky i like things normal and soft
How do you feel about casual sex? - i think that once in a while is fine i mean have some fun
Would you stay with a lover if the love stopped but the sex was still enjoyable? - i dont think i could
Would you stay with a lover if the sex stopped/got boring but there was still love? - yes sex isnt that important and can always be improved
Do you believe in love? - absolutly
Do you believe in love at first sight? - yes
Has someone ever told you they loved you? - yes i dont know if anyone means it though
Have you ever told someone you loved them and meant it? - yes
Have you ever told someone you loved them and not meant it? - i dont think so
Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? - monogamous is a big word help me!!!
Have you ever been married? - no but ive talked about it
How do you feel about marriage? - i think its special and people should really think and wait for it because divorce sucks
If you're currently not married, do you foresee yourself ever tying the knot? - indeed
Do you plan on having children someday? - mmm hmmm
Have you ever had your heart broken? - alot
Have you ever been dumped? - almost every time
Have you ever dumped someone? - only like once
Have you ever mutually broken up with someone? - yup
Has a romantic companion ever made you cry? - holy crap yes
Have you ever made a romantic companion cry? - maybe im not sure
Have you ever had an emotional pain so bad it made you sick or physically hurt? - hmm like a month ago
Have you ever been unfaithful? - no
Have you ever been cheated on? - yes
Have you ever learned an important lesson as a result of a break up? - yes and i hate that
Have you ever gotten back together with someone after breaking up? - that is sometimes unfortunate
Did it work? - in most no but i want this one too
Do you believe there's hope for people after they get back together or do you think the same problems that caused the initial break up will resurface? - i think that if you make a mistake and want to work it out badly enough you can...pleeze
Have you ever broken up with someone and remained friends afterward? - almost everyone
Have you ever broken up with someone and become bitter enemies? - that too
If so, did you ever made amends? - Not really
Have you ever broken up with someone and lost touch? - all the time
Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication? - haha yea steve...
Were you afraid to do so? - yes kinda
Do you ever check up on old flames without actually contacting them? like stalking? - no stalking but other ways its called friends
If you've ever lost touch or went sour with someone you loved, how did it make you feel? - like shit how bout you?
Have you ever longed to get back together with someone? - right now
last cigarette: last friday
last kiss: last friday
last good cry: a good one or a long one...last night
last library book checked out: umm smack right now
last movie seen: in the theatre? somethings gotta give
last book read: um sloppy firsts reading smack now
last cuss word uttered: crap
last beverage drank: 20 oz coke haha
last food consumed: cookie dough
last phone call: sean
last tv watched: ummm 20 mins ago
last shoes worn: emericas
last cd played: sticks n stones nfg
last item bought: 20oz coke
last downloaded: come on eileen cover-no doubt
last annoyance: JR
last disappointment: sean not calling me
last soda drank: 20oz coke
last thing handwritten: rewriting and revising my poem
last words spoken: bring my sweatshirt
last sleep: drivers ed
last im: joey and nick
last weird encounter: some guy jump starting JR's car
last ice cream eaten: mint chocolate chip
last amused: when JR put on heathers white jacket
last trippin on drugs?: umm no trippage just taking bayer for my fucking headaches
last time wanting to die: last night
last time in love: in it right now
last time hugged: anders third pd
last time scolded: yesturday
last chair sat in: this one
last lipstick used: i dont wear lipstick
last shirt worn: umm blackone and a gray one
last time dancing: in JR's car
last poster looked at: the one in health on the back wall..reminds me of me
last show attended: SOTY and letter kills at irving
last website visited: www.newfoundglory.com
Posted at 06:26 pm by aliensexist
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